Monday, October 30, 2006

My search...

Search - something that you want to have but yet to get, WHAT do I want now and what i plan to get? A car? A House? I've been thinking about what am I goin to do in me life.. And came up with... NOTHING.

Pathetic eh.. What do we work for? in SEARCH for Fortune and fame? Does work brings you that? I honestly do not know. Most of us, will pay quite a large amount of money for something that we wanted.. Have you ever think about if those money, given to a poor family, what will they do with it? I asked this question to some of my fren once, there is one answer which kinda capture my attention . The answer is that : We are able to afford the to pay and get those things we want is because we are able to. Those who are not able to get it, or being poor, is because they are lazy and do not study hard enough.. My comment on this statement is that, who are you to judge them lazy? who are you to say that they did not study hard enough? You are on top of the mountain now and started to look down at the foot of the hill and laugh at those who are falling and not as lucky as you are? Makes me think that, YOU ARE A FUCKING SPOILT BRAT! - YOu get what you want. ALWAYS.. and you use those statement to describe those unlucky people? take Rm100 for example, if you give to a kid now, they will go and get themselves TOYS, Reload Cellphone, Mp3 player or watever gadget which is IN and COOL. IF you give it to a boy which his mum and dad, works 12 hours a day in the construction site, to supply food and studies for their 3 kids, he would probably go back to his mum and dad and give it to them.. for FOOD. I am not here to diss anyone or what.. it is just that sometimes, we tends to give the kids too much luxury till they forget the worth and the value of money.. I have seen some kids who complained about their cellphone which does not come with a 3megapix camera.. I was like DUDE, you want a cellphone or a fucking camera? You have a cellphone which is more EXPENSIVE than me.. and i am a working adult while you are some rich kid in some International school...
It is kinda sad to see how the world reflects these days... The gap between good and evil, rich and poor, is wider and wider but if you look precisely at it, it is only a fucking thin line that seperates them... Do not assume that your dad, which have like 10mil in his bank, won;t go kaput in one nite.. Do assume that the gal which loves you so damn much, won;t hate you the next day cause she caught you slipping ur hands into some other gal's pants.. isn't that just a click or a pinch of salt?
I am just expressing my thoughts here and it is all from da heart.. if you are offended by what i have just written ( cause you are one of those fucking spoilt brat which don give a fuck), I would like to say I DO NOT FUCKING CARE.

Thursday, October 26, 2006

Back.. and in effect... Actually, it wasn't much of a holiday for me.. I wish i could work and earn some dough... I started working yesterday, which is Wednesday.. Weekends or the offdays for me, is kinda fulfilling..During the weekend, took my lil nephew, to pet shop to get some dog food, but end up getting that lil bloodsucker 2 hamster and a cage for it.. it does not cost much (RM50 nia .. ) but IF that lil bugger is able to take care of it, the sense responsibility that I could use the Hamster to install in him, is priceless.. wanted him to learn on how to take care of things.. I told him to wash the cage, feed them and he is SOLELY responsible for the well-being of the Hamster.. Me and him agreed that we would name the lil hams, "Har Kau"(Prawn dumpling that you can find when go YAM CHA" and "Siu Mai" (a pork dumpling that you can find when go Yam Cha too"... Kinda funny but catchy for those lil buggers...That is on Sat and Sun.. took some pic of the lil hams but too blur.. On Mon, i was alone at home and played games the whole day.. I kick off with playing BLACK.. freaking real game with people dying, bomb blasting here and there... kinda cool.. I did not manage to even complete stage 1 and i give up.. too complicated.. Then, i re-start my journey to become the GOD OF WAR.. KRATOSS.. ehheeh this time, play the HARD MODE.... kinda cool game.. I am stuck to it from the first time i played it till now... Just freaking enjoy killing those buggers and tearing those bats apart... BLOOD ... I think i might have the lust for BLOOD.... after like 3 hours of killing spree, i tone myself down and launch my Football Manager .. played till like 6 .. and TENNIS TIME!! :) .. Hit the small yellow ball till like 9pm and came back due to rain... then.. SLEEP....
Tuesday : Mum, Dad, Sis, Cousin and my lil bugga nephew came to me apartment.. woke me up at 1030 .. they came to me place to swim... and that lil bugga really enjoy the pool session... I think he will be back.. soon.. very soon.. ehehhe... Haven't been able to enjoy time lepaking with my mum and dad... I've seen the smile on my mum and dad's face shining brightly.. I love that feeling of them enjoying, and i am glad that i am able to lit some smile on their face.... In the pool till 1 something... and Lunchtime... Took my dad to see my grandma.. and found out that she is having difficulties to walk.. she is on wheelchair now.. My grandma is old.. but still lovely. Kinda sad to see her on a wheelchair.. just breaks my heart...She single-handedly raised 7 kids on her own after my grandpa abandon them.. If it weren;t for her, me will not be able to type this for now. She is now a Diabetic and rather overweight... but still she is my grandma. whom i love till i die...

Da Dog ..











Da Happy lucky bugga with da Hamsta....

Friday, October 20, 2006

Self......





Self... enjoying music with my ear....








My Room....and the things in it.....Part 1

Some pic i took with my 7610... bored and suddenly has the urge to become a photographer.... enjoy....

Da Taz......









My Fren, My colleague, My Mp3 player, My Entertainment, My Mobile Cinema.....





My ears..... always give me what i wana hear... currently, Penny Tai's new album-iPenny.. I love listening to David Tao's Catherine using this pair of Ears... amazing..





My windows to the world... without it, i will not be able to see the world...

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Little one From EYE GOD KILLER IS OUT!!

My man, Eye god killer loon's daughter is OUT and is able to see the WORLD now!!! The baby was delivered safely and Both of them are safe and sound!! so happy to hear that.. Congrats to Loon!!! WADDUP lil Missy..
Hey ya'll.. it is me.. back again... J to da Double C Double U .. back in effect...
Jus wanna drop a line to ensure that my fingers can still work and type words... :-[
Decisions are hard to make these days.. To buy or not to buy? To see or not to see? To be or not to be? sounds so freakishly shakespearian... I am still struggling on whther i wanna get meself a tennis racquet or not... it is kinda exp too.. RM200-300.... and me need to get meself a new pair of shoes.. my everlasting Puma Futsal shoes, is almost end of life.. due to the Tennis sparring session..
Today is quite a nice day for me.. but slow.. It is like ages sitting in me cube, from 745am till now... I feel like i have been here for a long time.. and i see Spiders starts to puke the thing to make a web out of me... eheheh
Indecisive, I am one.

A special shout out to my mate, Steve (fer) on his LOST OF FREEDOM, this coming Sunday in Kepala Batas, He is gona upgrade himself from Single to Married. Downgrade from Freedom to Boredom( MUHAHAHA ). COngrats ( is that the right word?) ..

Holiday season coming.... what am I going to do ? freaking boring life me living now... Guess should start some hobby like collecting stamps or play chess... NOT!! I always wanted to re-furbish my 10+yr old Mountain bike.. and my 12+yr old BMX( Just the frame fork i have now.. GIANT).. but i think i am too old for BMX... if i fall, i might break a bone or something.. ehheeh ..

For those who are reading this, and you are a Muslim, Selamat Hari Raya, if you're an Indian, Deepavali va ti kal. and if you ain both, then Happy holiday.

Late nite with me, myself and I....

Hmmm.. I just realize that, as the nite getting late, i am more creative and more "singled-out" by myself.. I am here, with all the things surrounded me, but still I feel that I am all alone.. Alone with me myself and I, entertaining myself with my boredom.. Is it a boredom or something is eating me inside out? Is this what or how you would feel when approaching 30?

Just finished watching a TV series called "Brother and Sisters" and there are some quotes and something I learn from that series.. The first quote is "You don't love the person for being perfect, you love them of what they are".. Strong, straight forward statement... I could not agree more to the statement above. "You won't be faithful until you think you should"..Come on all the GUYS.. Wouldn't you agree to it ? I could raise my feet to show my support to that statement...

Live life to the fullest is what i think i would do now.. but how do i live it to the fullest? How FULL will it be? Half Empty or Half Full? How do we judge or measure that?

Kinda pissed off with something tht happened today.. I thought there were some understanding between people and basic respect to the other human being but i guess i was wrong.. or was I too sensitive? Not being there does not means that i should be disrespected.. should i suck it up or express it out? I think what i would say is that, at the end of the day, the only person or only party that we could really trust and rely on, is YOUR FAMILY... I forgot where i found this line but "TRUST NO ONE" is kinda true to my situation now..

Nuff said...

Sunday, October 15, 2006

Wishes and prayers to Hanger Hooi's Wife and BB and EYE GOD Loon's Wife n BB

Just got to know from me fren, Hanger hooi, that if everything goes fine, his upgrade from Hiau Hiau Tukaupek to Daddy will be completed on Oct 27th 2006.. CONGRATULATIONS!!

For Eye God Killer Loon, I dono when the wifey will deliver but still both of my AH SOU will in my prayers and wishes!! If i am not mistaken, Loon will have a daughter too... The world now, patiently awaits the arrival of 2 new good looking supermodel.....

What's goin on?

I am bACK~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!! Waddup bros and sis.... me back in affect... PG is getting hazier day by day.. what is goin on? whassup with the Indon Government? Will they ever learn? MOFO!!!

Bought 2 CDs yesterday, Penny Tai and Fish Leong.. really nice vocal and music... and YES i bought it.. ORIGINAL!!

Weekend was cool, my car is fixed and up and running, there is one qoute from my mechanic when i asked him about whther i should change car, he replied "You car is still Sui Sui, why you wanna change car?" My reply was ,"Hiau" and he replied, "yes, men are suppose to be HIAU". EHehheh, fucked up mechanic he is but i trust and respect him.. hehehe

This week, another week... another day another way... Just had to make myself squeeze thru the week... nex week might be a great week for y'all but me working.. (as usual) ..

Will be attending a wedding dinner tonite, Buffet style.. more and more people getting marry.. and the question i hate the most, is "when will you get marry?". My usual response is ," Can you borrow me RM20k?, if you can then i can get marry". Come on, my marriage or anything, my problemo, nothing concerns you, ok? if you got time, think about how to make the freaking world a better place ok?

Saw my fren's Dog today, dalmation, freaking huge dog!! and according to her, it is a very frenly dog... how i wish i would get one..

it is almost the end of 2006... coming to 2007 d... wow.. time flies ain it? Do you still remember whatcha doin time of the year, last year? Do you? I don't .. eheheh My quote to you is " Use Past as a reference, do not look back to your own history and feel bad or choke on it, let it go and proceed on to the future.. just dun repeat what you did that cause people to suffer..."